One Life To Live

Just finished up a pointless conversation with a woman old enough to be my mother.
She searches for reasons to blame everyone for her mistakes and yet never admits that she is so wrong. She says what she feels no matter the cost of other people's feelings. She will spread rumors and not give a damn about if they are true and if they could really damage someone's reputation.
She's been labeled crazy by a lot of people including her self. She is so proud to tell you that her doctor said she is legally crazy. I look upon her with a look of total saddness to how screwed up this woman is. You've managed to survive life for so many years yet you still don't know how to deal with people.
Being unstable isn't something to be proud of. Pointing the finger at others because you just can't get right doesn't help you at all. Being the one to complain about everything only makes you look like the villain because the complaints are always coming from you.
Crying wolf long enough will get you ignored. Trying to rip others down so that you build yourself up isn't a pretty look on you. I believe in the strength of women and the struggle they've gone through to get equal treatment from the world...then the sad truth is so many of you still live in the dark ages. You think because you voice your opinion you are to be respected. I'm sorry to say but this sista only makes women look bad.
She brags that the only way she'll give up her "goodies" is if a man pays her bills. So she looks at her body as a source to receive payment and not a temple to be cherished and loved. I find that scary that this woman exsists and doesn't see fault in her actions. People like that are dangerous to us all.
You only have one life to live and from the way the world is today you don't have much time to live it. Is this what you view as a journey? Is this the story you want to leave behind? Are you happy in the skin that you've tarnished and bruised?
There is never a deadline to reinvent yourself. You can always learn from your past mistakes and turn over a new leaf.
Tic, toc, tic, toc! Life is passing you by!