While He Sleeps

I wonder if he realizes how much I love him
I wonder if he could contemplate the debts of devotion I have for him
As I look at him I see my future
As I hold him I feel such security
As I place a soft but firm kiss upon his lips I share my life force with him
I place my fingers within his and the strength that generates from his makes me feel such comfort
I place my hand over his chest to feel his heart beat
The rhythm and the sound of it calms me
Even his snores create such a sound that it seems like music created just for me
Rubbing my fingers through his hair makes me feel like I can control his thoughts with each stroke
The warmth of his legs on mine blocks of the stubborn cold seeping through the windows
His strong back supports me as I lay across it, the rise and lowering of it makes my eyes fall heavy as if he is hypnotizing me with a dance
There is such peace surrounding him
There is such calm in his movement
There is such wonder as to what is going through his mind
Every once and awhile there is a smile on his face that makes me secretly giggle to myself
It amazes me that there is such a journey into imagination
I feel like I am experiencing so many new things
Just watching him, listening to him, touching him, and loving him while he sleeps