The World Beyond My Eyes

The World Beyond My Eyes
Destiny is what you make it

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Darkest Feelings

I believe that to everyone there is a dark side.
In our lives at times we are concerned about what people think of us so when it comes to sharing everything about our feelings we brighten up what we say.
In our minds there are thoughts that form and we tend to scare our selves at times with what we see.
We are told that those thoughts are wrong and shouldn't be in your head.
I laugh at that because anyone that thinks knows and understands that your brain is powerful and it is difficult to shut it off even when we try not to think of anything at all.
We meet people that we dislike and automatically we start feeling like we could do things to them because what we may have said or done didn't seem to do the trick, the person still has offended us in some way.
The nicest of people can have the darkest of feelings.
We look at people such as Bishop Eddie Long and because he has the title he does, majority of people think he is above those dark feelings.
They just can't get the idea around their head that he could actually have those emotions, those sinister ambitions, and that he would actually live them out.
It's when we accept that other part of us that we grab a hold to our personality.
I accept that I can be light and dark
I accept that I can be happy and sad
I accept that I can be good and bad
Having those multiple dimensions makes us all unique in our own way
Just because it feels bad doesn't mean you are bad
The world is separated by those different feelings
Think about, someone gets on your nerves so bad you imagine putting your hands around their neck and not letting go until they are lifeless
You don't because you care about what would happen afterwards
There is another person that thinks about doing the exact same thing, but does it and doesn't care about the afterwards
Then there is a person that was so pushed to their limit that they did the exact same thing but regrets doing it and is damaged for life
Never think that you are above darkness
Never think that you are too low for the light
Accept being human and keep it moving

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