You Are Your Hero

Time consumes us when we allow the obstacles ahead to become impossible to overcome
In our lives we will face many paths that may seem impossible
The thing to remember is that you are never too weak to fight
God won’t place you on a journey that you cannot survive
You must at times become your own cheerleader, your own hero
Don’t allow the negative emotions of others that are not a part of your destiny, make you question your strength
You are only as strong as you believe you can be
The worst critic to us is ourselves
We can talk our way into and out of any endeavor
In those moments of fear, anxiety, and pressure we find our true hero
It is that person that you’ve heard all your life telling you that you can make it
Telling you that these people around you that doubt you aren’t the right people to have around
We are given signs and messages in many forms but none as important as the message that we hear and see with our very own senses
Your heart can be your greatest weapon and also can be your greatest downfall
Learn to build a connection between thought and emotion
With anything we do in life there will be times when they work separately and often times they work together
That is the greatest gift that you could hope for
To have your emotions fall in line with your thoughts will increase your chances at succeeding in your life destination
So try to figure it out on your own before stepping out to get assistance from others
If you do that, then when all falls, you’ll know that you did all you could do to accomplish your goal

Patience

You say patience is a virtue, in which I posses. Though I never provide patience in unnecessariness!

You say you like me, care, and want to get to know me
I’m not well rounded; there are scenes and sights that you can show me
We’ve known each other for a length of a year
Yet the thought of commitment over throws you with fear

You say patience is a virtue, in which I posses. Though I never provide patience in unnecessariness!

Our communication leaves a lot to be desired
When I want to see you, you say you’re tired
My phone has rung more, than my door has been knocked
You would think we were 200 miles apart, though we’re barely a city block

You say patience is a virtue, in which I posses. Though I never provide patience in unnecessariness!

Now I’ve attempted to say good-bye before, but you talked your way back
Normally my attitude is firm, with you it seems slack
But now like the winter weather, my heart is becoming as cold as snow
I’ll give you one more week, but after that, you’ve got to go





Kru-Shal/1998

Poochie

What’s up Poochie!?
Where are you going today?
You seem confused, have you lost you’re way?

This is a bit disturbing you always seem to have direction
Never knew you to fall or fear from our detection
We rely on you for our strength and will to go on
What are we to do if there’s something wrong?
Why don’t you respond? Why do you have a face of someone that is fed up?
Poochie don’t walk away leaving us here not knowing what’s up

Wonder what’s wrong with him today; I’ve never seen him act this way.
Oh well, tomorrow I will go see him, I need help in a situation
Hopefully tomorrow Poochie will have ended his frustration



kru-shal/06/22/99

Understand

So you think that this is wrong
This is not normal for someone to feel the way they do
Yet you have this enormous security of yourself
But everyone else should not remain true

I can’t feel that you are being true to yourself when you try to hurt the spirit of another
You must remember that no matter what, these people; our people are our sisters and brothers

But I bet that doesn’t mean much to you at all
If it ain’t right, it just ain’t right
Instead of lending a hand for their rise
You are pushing them down for the fall

Can you verify why it isn’t right?
You know, other than opening up that man made book stating that it’s wrong
You want to preach your feelings about this
But it sounds like pretty much the same song




07/16/99 – Kru-shal

Words Of Wisdom

Such a tragedy, someone’s heart has been broken
Hurt again for the second time
Words of cheering up can not be spoken

You’ve said to yourself time and time again
“This time you’d have both eyes open”
You and your mate would be more than lovers you
would be friends

Too late to look back now
Too late to mend your broken heart
Put your tears to rest awhile
Now it’s time to make a brand new start

These words I give you, should not be taking in vain
For it is best to live with a broken heart, than to die
with pain!


Kru-Shal/4/20/98

In Love

I find myself not eating

I find myself not sleeping

I find myself crying all through the night

I try to sing, I try to write

No matter what I do, nothing seems to make it right

My whole life has changed; nothing seems to be the same

The thought of you makes me happy, when I should feel shame

You have me standing in sunshine, when it is pouring rain

Just the thought of you makes me sweat

I mention your name time after time, and it gets everyone upset

I can’t help the way I feel

I am as free as a dove

You all can see it in my face, for the first time ever,

“I’M IN LOVE!”


Kru-Shal/1998

Bitter Taste

Look at us, a happy and stable couple
Look at you, always there for me helping me when in trouble
Promises were made plans were in motion
When pain ailed me, you had the magic potion

I would tell all my friends on the way you make me feel
Every song that described you only increased your sex appeal

Caramel kisses would soothe my mind
Sweet taffy hugs would make my heart shine
Gum drop beads of sweat would fall from your body when we made love
I guess I had a sweet tooth from the descriptions above

Little did I know I wasn’t the only one that loved you from head to toe!

I would hear whispers in the phone when I entered the room
Found little love letters under the bed when I fondled the floor with the broom
Never spoke a word always put trust in front of doubt
Now it seems that I’ve come to a conclusion that we can’t work out

I use to love the caramel kisses, sweet taffy hugs, and gum drop sweats, now it seems that a bitter taste is all I get!!!!